March 2013
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found her twitter →
that wasn’t hard at all
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My boyfriend and I are polyamorous.
He was involved with a girl named Amber who is skinny and shaped perfectly and good and perfect and right and everything I’m not and social and friendly and normal and okay. She waffled for months on the subject of polyamory, cheated at least twice, proceeded to spread rumors that my boyfriend is abusive and preys on girls with low self-esteem, openly...
I fell off the wagon and somehow gave myself the silly idea that I have the capacity and patience to lose weight in a healthy manner.
It wasn’t enough so now I’m back here.
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i daydream about kidnapping all the skinny girls who’ve ever made fun of me and locking them in my basement and force-feeding them nothing but butter for six months and then let them leave and see how they feel about themselves.
December 2012
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I spend weekends with my boyfriend, who knows my eating habits and obviously doesn’t approve of me starving myself, but chooses not to push food into my face or try to guilt me into eating since he knows that’s not going to help.
That’s why it was really strange when he told me earlier today that I’ve lost weight.
I do always start giving in at the end of the weekend,...
Back in April, I woke up one day thinking I was hot shit or something idk so I wore this nice knee-length plaid dress I have EXCEPT I DIDN’T WEAR ANY LEGGINGS UNDERNEATH EUGGH NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR HUGE, GHOSTLY WHITE CALVES, NOELLE GIVE IT A REST PUT THAT SHIT AWAY
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“But guys like when a girl is curvy!”
NO FUCK YOU IT’S NOT ABOUT WHAT THEY THINK IS ATTRACTIVE IT’S ABOUT WHAT I THINK IS ATTRACTIVE PLEASE DON’T TALK TO ME ANY MORE
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Crying is great because it makes me forget I’m hungry!
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I want to lose weight because I hear people using words like “fat” and “obese” and “heavy” and whatnot as if they were indications of character.
I do believe that people, for the most part, choose to be overweight, yet the issue lies in the fact that others use that choice as overwhelming proof that someone is lazy or doesn’t care about themselves, when...
